I walked away from Irigakure for the last time I had faked my death so I could go looking for my best friend and love of my life, Deidara, although he didn't know that I loved him when he left. He also didn't know that he sent me into a depression when he left because you see the day he left, was going to be the day that I confessed to him but by the time I had gotten to his home he was gone. For a year I contemplated going to look for him and I finally decided that I would and now here I am walking around in the forest I knew he was a rogue and that he had probably joined some sort of orginization by now but I didn't know where to start. I felt someone following me when I saw a glimpse of rinnegan before I fell to the ground knocked out.


When I awoke I kept my breathing at an even pace so my captors didn't know that I was awake and I assessed my situation I was chained to a bed the locks seemed easy enough to get out of as if my captor wished for me to escape. I focussed my mind imagining the locks coming undone because you see I am able to control things with just my mind it was very helpful on information gathering missions because then I would be able to distract my prey long enough to get the information without over using my chakra supply.


As I felt the locks come undone I heard a voice that I didn't recognise say, "I see you have improved ______."


I sat bolt up right looking around the dark room I asked, "Who are you show yourself."


"Heh to think you don't remember your own uncle that really hurts _______," now I recognised the voice.


"So why the hell did you chain me up Fierce Pierce?" (A/N: I love that nick name :3 kawaii)


"To check your progress," he said simply coming out of the shadows and smirking at me.


"Mhm whatever so why am I here?" I asked giving him a dull look.


"I want you to join the akatsuki but of course you'll have to fight one of the members first," he said smirking again.


"Sure let me see the members," I said standing up I snatched up my katana and pouch from the side table they were set on I attached the pouch to my left hip and slid my katana through my belt loop on my right side.


"Yeah I think you might find one very...interesting," he said leading me out of the room and down winding halls to a lounge type area where I automatically got glomped by a guy wearing a lollipop mask.


I just patted his head and asked, "Can you please let go you're squishing my boobs."


"I'm Tobi I'm a good boy," he said automatically letting go then did a twirl and gave me a thumbs up.


"_-_____," I heard a familiar voice stutter.


I looked up to see Deidara I gave him a glare I was angry with him for leaving me but I still love him. I then turned to my uncle and said, "I want to fight the blonde."


"Deidara go up against _______ it will decide if she is to become a member," he said looking at Deidara. "The rest of you come watch."


Then he led us out to a training grounds it was wide open but soon became surrounded by trees I looked at Deidara in the eye he was about twenty feet away from me. I closed my eyes letting my inner demon come out to fight. When my demon let me control again my sword was against his throat and his eyes were wide I looked down at him and stated, "I hate you."


After that I walked away Pein told me my room was the one I had been kept in I rushed inside not wanting to face anyone because I knew at any moment I would burst out into tears and I didn't want anyone to see my moment of weakness. As soon as I was out of the lounge I ran to my room I opened the door then closed it putting my back to it feeling the first tears fall down my face and onto my shirt making it wet. I slid down the door putting my head in my hands I let myself cry once I was done I got up shakily and went to my bed laying down on it and curling up into a ball holding my legs to my chest. My demon was trying to get out because she could feel the pain I was in from seeing 'him' again after so long and she wanted to go and kill him but I held her in.


"_______," I heard Deidara say rushing from my doorway that he had just opened he pulled me into his arms.


I pushed him away and sobbed, "I hate you get away from me I hate you. You left me all alone with nothing left to hold onto. I hate you the day you left I was going to tell you. I LOVE YOU. You didn't stay by my side like you promised I hate you."


"I love you too _______," he said dragging me into his body making our lips connect. I let out all my anger and frustration at him into that one kiss.


I pulled back and asked, "Then why did you leave me?"


His eyes looked pained when he said, "I wanted to get stronger so I could protect you but now I know that was the wrong thing to do I shouldn't have left I should've stayed. But _______ I truely do love you."


"I forgive you Deidara but if you ever leave me again I will personally hunt you down and kill you," I said looking into his eyes.


His eyes softened and he said, "I will never leave you alone again I promise."


Then we sealed our love for each other in a kiss...




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